Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Dear Son,

I know son you love me a lot
but not as much as i do to you
I think that i should be going 
because this pain now i cannot bare

i cannot explain my sufferings child
even if you can try imagine
you just cannot understand
that my body now is just a bag of bones

Its been almost  a decade
that i see my myself in a state of distress
I know you love me irrespective of anything
but now i really want to breath fresh

Free my soul sweetheart 
and i will be grateful and cherish your decide
i could have long back done it myself
but our families warmth kept me from suicide

i cannot show but trust me i know
that you my boy are a paragon
and after me i believe 
you are our dynasty's only fourgon

I never doubted your persona
for in you i see my long gone essentia
your mischief and giggles are & will be cherished
i never said but about you i will always be selfish

But today with a paralyzed survey 
in this very sick bay
i see you standing straight
with simply no rains

I feel bad and deeply sad
that apart from memories, blessings
and love to give you
i wish there was anything else i had

Boy you are my only hope
with a heavy heart and a rock steady attitude 
I know for a good & prosperous life 
you will leave no scope

All your mothers wishes
will be fulfilled by you
what a husband couldn't give
I see that a son will do

never stop her from anything
with me she has suffered my pain
with no complaints and agony at all
you know son, she has made my life an amazing tale

And about your sister darling!
what should I say
she is such a tempting soul
pure and polished just like gold

I dreamt of a big fat wedding for her
where from head to toe she was dressed in jewel
her smile worth a million dollar
reflecting vivid rays brighter than the solar

My child, at times you will feel burdened
you will often feel like releasing yourself
but in all this mess and stress
honey don't you forget to live the life of your share

We, your parents will always make sure 
that you eat, live, laugh and love
and take vow that no matter what
you will never be alone

You know what I can live for some more years
but now avidly i opt to leave this tired body.
and leave my soul here for you all
so that i am not missed at all

Whenever you want me 
just close your eyes and you will feel me
because right besides you is where i will reside
to make sure your part of life you always lionize

I know son you love me a lot
but not as much as i do to you
I think that i should be going 
because this pain now i cannot bare


Baby PLEASE LET ME GO NOW !!